Imogen Lily ([info]imogen_lily) wrote,
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Mea Culpa - Master Post
Because people have asked me here's the master post to chapters of Mea Culpa, so far. Enjoy!

Mea Culpa - Master Post - Work in Progress

by Imogen

Disclaimer: I don't know any of these actors, and this is completely made up. Ben, Dr Harris and any other original characters are mine, but the rest belong to themselves. This isn't my sandbox so please don't sue.

Pairing(s): Jensen/Jared; Jared/OMC; Chad/Sophia (sort of)

Summary: Abuse wreaks everyone's lives. Who picks up the pieces?

Warnings: abusive relationship (past), attempted suicide (one chapter only); past rape

Notes: This deals with a (past) abusive relationship. None of it will be graphic or glorified, I’m aiming to give a realistic picture of an abusive relationship and the aftermath. If any of this upsets please don’t read. Specific warnings will be given with chapters. This is my first SPN fic *gulps* so please let me know what you think!

‘Mea Culpa’ means ‘my fault’ in Latin. It’s used in confessional Catholic prayers and Mass when confessing to sins. The full phrase of the prayer is: ‘my fault, my own fault, through my own most grievous fault’

IMPORTANT NOTE: I originally started writing Mea Culpa for another fandom, LotR RPS (Vig/Orli),but I never finished the story due to RL problems, and by the time I found time and motivation again, I'd moved on and discovered SPN, so I decided to re-write it for J2. It won't be a copy, and since the story was never finished it won't end the same, but I don't want people to think I'm being lazy or plagiarising someone else's work. I'm leaving links to the VigOrli version in my memories because I still love them.

There will also be fanart and a soundtrack posted here sometime in the near future, because I'm a fanart fiend *g*

Please, please send feedback, any and all is welcome, including con-crit. It helps me become a better writer and encourages the muses *G*



Chapter 1; Chapter 2; Chapter 3; Chapter 4; Chapter 5; Chapter 6; Chapter 7 A; Chapter 7 B; Chapter 8; Chapter 9; Chapter 10;



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[info]sweetebonyrose
2009-01-10 10:23 pm UTC (link)
Hey Imogen.

I've been following your stories for a long while now and remember and remember Mea Culpa when it was a Vig/Orli fic over at the vigorli fanfiction LJ community. Interestingly enough, I recently became interested in Jensen and Jared, especially Jensen ;). I don't really know where it came from lol. Anyway, rest assure that I will be reading this version :)

Just curious, how would have the V/O version ended and what would have happened, if you know that is?

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[info]charlies_dragon
2009-02-11 06:57 pm UTC (link)
Thanks for giving me the link to this, but 7B says I don't have access to it. I'm not sure why, but is this up anywhere else that I could read it on??

charlies_dragon

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[info]specialagentldy
2009-02-12 08:17 am UTC (link)
Same here. Can't read 7B. :-\

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[info]may_j_gd
2009-02-12 02:33 pm UTC (link)
You can find 7B here.
http://community.livejournal.com/bottom_sammy/246668.html#cutid1/

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[info]freedom_fly
2009-04-05 10:32 pm UTC (link)
Hi
Do you have the links to chapters 11 and 12?

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[info]jhisksan
2009-04-06 04:05 pm UTC (link)
chapter 11 is here http://community.livejournal.com/bottom_sammy/271363.html#cutid1

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[info]cologne_chick
2009-04-06 04:27 pm UTC (link)
I tried to find chapter 12 as well. I think I missed it and now I searched the archiv but I only can find 11 and now 13???

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[info]freedom_fly
2009-04-06 05:35 pm UTC (link)
i found chapter 12 here
http://community.livejournal.com/padacklesrps/2260534.html#cutid1

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[info]jolinarmalkshur
2009-06-13 08:19 pm UTC (link)
Is there any chance you can update this masterpost? I just saw your update of chapter 14b and I think i've missed the last few chapters of it.
Cheers!

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[info]anifsemaj
2009-06-15 06:56 pm UTC (link)
I second [info]jolinarmalkshur's request. You have 1-10 linked here, folks have provided links to chapters 11, & 12... & saw 14B & I think there is a link to 13 over there somewhere... but having them in order, in the same place, would be much less frustrating. Not to mention I have no idea what happened to 14A.

Let me know when this is updated, & I'll come back to get all caught up.

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just popped in to wish you...
[info]atsugari8
2009-06-18 01:32 pm UTC (link)
A happy birthday dear :). I'm running a little late on my time since there's only another 30 mins before 18th finishes but I'll just scrape through :P.

Hope you had an awesome day sweetie and if I could, I'd give you both Jared and Jensen so you can play and do with them as you please :P.

b-day glitters



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hey :-)
[info]sarah_sama
2009-09-30 03:45 pm UTC (link)
I read your whole story until chapter 12 and I really have to say it is a really wonderful and sad story. Oh poor Jared. I hope Jensen could protect him from Ben now. That he could help Jay, to become whole again, to become happy again. I think if Jensen and Jared come together, it would be difficult - because I think it is impossible for a rape victim to enjoy sex any more, or beeing touched -- I think if that happend to me, I could not let anyone touch me -- but Jensen loves Jared so much -- and they can figure something out.

I would really read new chapters of your story -- but I can not find them.
please post the links from the chapters.
I would really happy to read them.

yours sarah

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